Friend promise~

today feel very pek cek bcoz i dunno how to say my friend v hang change so much..mayb he feel i change so much also..he say til very rite..i am feel sorry to them(hang and yang) bcoz i also got treat them b4 like that also..when i still together with kx that time..we everyday nite also will go out lim teh and always chit chat til very late..no acc dao her.. to prevent kx angry me so i fix my lim teh time end at 10.30pm..and acc her til she sleep..they start saying me 'Beh Cham' slowly and slowly they less ask me out lim teh d..today i say with hang about 'Beh Cham'..give him say back me feel not very good..before he got mei ling we go where also no say anything and ON,but after he got mei ling i feel that he already give mei ling control his life..everytime i ask he out he also say dun want..yesterday my sasaran friend 'ee pei,hui ling,yi song,ah pu' say ok want lim teh d..but they scare me get block so ask hang together go..his answer dun want again..ee pei parent less give pei go out lim teh de lo..his dun want for him is nvm but for us...haix He is the one my friend that i can say my anything to him..everytime i got anything i also will find him..but this chance need mei ling give permision??too over d la..he boring can find mei ling but me boring also dunno want find who le..sy also less find me and reply me d..kx?Ws?mm..no dare la..got so many thing keeping in heart feel so pek cek le..but dunno why i feel this 3 ppl like hard to escape them la..alredy say dun want find them but my hand will auto press thier contact number and send out the message..haix..life so complifcated!!