I am lost!!

i need a job ...who can help me?!?!?!?? love can many or just one ??

is the time..

WAt am i doing now??I cant think wat i want to do now..i supose to let u all happy and not EMO..why i want to care u all so much..that make me 3mo..mayb is time to drop and let u all find the real happiness..i think that good enough to u all and me..Hope so..

mm..Yteng suddenly angry and i dunno want how to do now..After pass cny i feel my life is fully SUCKs..every nite i reached home and lying on bad and start to sleep..OhHh !my brain keep let me think how was my life..and i told her(xxx) but she dunno wat my mean?izit she really dunno or she tried to let me noe something ??I need she care me!!she noe wat my mean??

between that..i also think until before my life..When i am in love with another girl(xxx)(i mean 2008~2009)She was tried to change my life and i feel her love fully in my heart..that the point and i became love her more deeper..

In That year are my most happiness in my life..

But now..I hope someone will change it!

GOD BLESS ME