Friday, December 17, 2010

有谁能理我这个垃圾? 
我很痛苦。真的很痛苦。我因该怎样做呢?真想好好的找个洞挖进去好好的大哭一场!真希望你能抱着我然后说声一句我爱你,至少我能感受到你的爱。我真的很孤单,真的需要你的陪伴。你对我来说,除了我的女朋友,还是我的好朋友。这几天没了你的陪伴我真的很孤单。真希望我还是你心目中的第一~但她曾告诉过我,我不是了。谁开口真的那么重要吗?我认输吧

Friday, November 19, 2010

冷战

你会这样对我 因为你不觉得你有错
没把事情弄清楚就别乱骂
在这里你有你的朋友陪
而我 ?
我是属于孤独还是寂寞?
‘对不起,我好像越来越放肆了,懂得不听你的话了。。。可是我对你的爱还是不会变的!!有时我会一气之下讲些伤你的话而我却不知道。。这也是我犯的大错误。。’
别只会说不会做。
你在我面前对我说对不起多少次了。
可是错了有错,没把我的话放在眼里。
我说过可以不要让我LIA KEK ,不要在让我疯
可你在一次的又一次。
你的朋友说我可怜?
这不是可怜。。是痛苦!

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

我,谢荣华一生害怕寂寞孤单…但你却放任我不管…一人在云顶四处寻找答案的时候,你在和朋友玩得这么开心!和朋友玩得这么开心的同时,没想到你的令一半这么的寂寞。在这20小时里面我想到了很多。如果换成是我,我不会让我的令一半一个人这么的伤心。呼吸越薄,是因为寂寞!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

别哭了。。
可能你说对了。。我不会爱。。我不懂的爱!
以前的你,不管是做错或没错都会第1时间跑来我身边抱抱我。。
现在的你,不管是有错或没错都是我的错。。
因为她第一次向我提出分开。。所以我怕她会再次离开我。。
可能当初她也是这样想吧。。
今天她告诉我,她对我的陈诺其实可以改变的。。
我很伤心。。虽然还是笑着回答。。
可现在我是不是因该对自己说不是我的就不是我的。。
从眼睛我可以看得出现在我比她还爱她。。
我知错了。。
比起以前和现在。。我的心真的痛了。。

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

为了你而抓狂,而你却不当一回事。。
都不听我的话,还有什么话可讲。。
昨天答应我的事,今天就令我心痛。。
我痛过了,我厌了,还累了。。
好辛苦

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

心灰意冷~

Saturday, September 25, 2010

got too many of memorize

i miss u so much !!!!!!!can i ?

Sunday, August 8, 2010

just want a hug also will argue...then better next time dun hug ba

Monday, May 10, 2010

就这样 `

如果有一天我突然决得是你的决定让我很烦,你会怎样?
如果有一天我不想理你了,你会怎样?
如果有一天我不能睡,想你陪我,你会怎样?
烦 `

Monday, May 3, 2010

原来我才是最单纯的那个...

Friday, April 30, 2010

4月25日 虽然说逃避不能结决问题,但还是有很多人选择逃避,包括我!假装把自己弄得很忙,让心无法去想她。每当有人问起我和她怎么了,而我却只能微笑带过。从我们刚刚在一起的第一个月,我很不习惯她对我的冷漠,对我的无情,对我的隐瞒,对我的不信,这些都造成我和她吵架的原因。直到我去GAB公司打工的时候认识了一个朋友(sharon),她是一个充满感情的人。有一天她突然问我有没有女朋友?在那一瞬间,我不知道我该说有还是没有。。。结果凯胜就把一切都告诉了她。而我后面自己还加了一句:“快分了!”她想都不想就回答了我:“你试看如果你是她,会不会有些理由会让她难做人?或许她是在保护这段爱情?”这一翻话让我打消分手的念头,还学会替她着想。我的好朋友每次都会问我她有什么值得我去爱?我也很有信心的跟他们说我喜欢她的单纯,总会替别人着想,这种美,我喜欢!可他们并没有让我睡服,反而还很气的回答我说:“那为什么她没替你想过?”朋友。。。我无言了。我每次都会问她找一天我们可以出去走走,她的答案不会变,是不能。SPM成绩放榜的那一天,她的朋友约她出去玩...她可以骗她的妈妈,想尽办法出去...那时候的我真的很失望,但我并没有放弃!到了我要去拉曼学院读书的时候,我问她能和我出去吗?就当是为我去读书的约会。可她还是说了一样的答案...那时候我就开始怀疑这段感情是真还是假...当初,是她开始了这段感情,而现在是她要结束一切...这段感情来之不易,我的答案是我还想继续...那你呢?

Friday, April 23, 2010

can i dun want to choose?

day after a day..she treat me more cold d..wat should i do?

Saturday, April 17, 2010

missing someone

i m so miss u le

Sunday, March 21, 2010

I am lost!!

i need a job ...who can help me?!?!?!?? love can many or just one ??

Thursday, March 18, 2010

is the time..

WAt am i doing now??I cant think wat i want to do now..i supose to let u all happy and not EMO..why i want to care u all so much..that make me 3mo..mayb is time to drop and let u all find the real happiness..i think that good enough to u all and me..Hope so..

Saturday, March 6, 2010

mm..Yteng suddenly angry and i dunno want how to do now..After pass cny i feel my life is fully SUCKs..every nite i reached home and lying on bad and start to sleep..OhHh !my brain keep let me think how was my life..and i told her(xxx) but she dunno wat my mean?izit she really dunno or she tried to let me noe something ??I need she care me!!she noe wat my mean??




between that..i also think until before my life..When i am in love with another girl(xxx)(i mean 2008~2009)She was tried to change my life and i feel her love fully in my heart..that the point and i became love her more deeper..
In That year are my most happiness in my life..
But now..I hope someone will change it!
GOD BLESS ME

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Sien z `

working........................................................................
DISSAPOINTED FAMIlY

Sunday, January 10, 2010

nonono...is bad WORK `

today i though can early back de..i mean work..but last minutes the staff ask us to check the stock before we leave..walau!!did that count OT??or just not OT and or mayb no count even normal????????????????????????OMG!

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Nice work !

one day to another day..this job is boring but if u noe other friend at there and that will be fun `
today..Finally the anglia promoter came..wow RM120 per day?? argh~~
after work..mm...go watch movie with yteng..(vampire assistant) not bad ~~
the last one is ..she still no reply my message..oh goshhhhhh..i really wants to noe wat she thinking lo.. pls ?

Friday, January 8, 2010

leg pain ` and.....

today sueh..give 2 customer scold..very bs lo..not my false also..
TIRED+GET SCOLD=SIEN !!!
so hope got ppl will help me an muo..hope so la..haha
another case..is bout the relationship lo..also dunno now is wat situation..but also hope dun break la..i think i stop complaining this relationship better..give her sometime mayb will have a good answer or mayb not..50:50 UR GAME,UR RULES

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Tired `

this is second time me be a promoter d..stand til my leg want pain d..Chio Khai Sherng hai ren ` ~

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

i am back `

start work d..have many thing i cant tell someone..so wat i want to tell her i will write at here..hope she can noe.


if u feel tired or if u feel u dun like me (even dun love me) just tell me..i will respect wat ur answer. `